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Mystic Pizza Tarot Fundraiser

08 Friday Jul 2016

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With all of the horrible news lately, my friends and I decided to put together a fundraiser for Howard Brown Health at Roots Pizza in Chicago.  We’re offering free tarot readings and other mystical activities.  Proceeds from all purchased pizzas will go to fund Howard Brown Health.  Hope to see you on July 18th!

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On Being Stuck

01 Wednesday Jun 2016

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What I love most about the cards is that they show me what I’m not able to give words to.  I’m in the process of developing a couple new lines of jewelry while preparing to teach out of town in the next couple weeks, and I had a really productive day.  But I was also really stressed out.  I asked the cards for today’s message, and it was good for me to step back and look at what I’m doing.

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The Ancient Egyptian tarot gave me the Nine of Disks, the Prince of Disks, and the Nine of Swords.  The Nine of Disks indicates gifts out of the blue, self-discipline, good luck, and artistic refinement.  The Nine of Swords on the other hand, indicates suffering, not just from external factors, but internal ones.  And sitting between is the Prince of Disks: disciplined but stubborn, thorough but obsessive, and practical but pessimistic.

It was no surprise then, that I pulled “Stuck” from the Soul Trees deck.  I frequently worry that things won’t work out.  I love taking smart risks in my business but I’m also hesitant to put too much energy into something if it won’t have a tangible reward.

The card from the Phoenix Cards deck was the Romani Amulet.  One paragraph in the interpretation stood out to me, “you are versatile and receptive, but you need to be aware that maintaining too many interests can preclude your success in any one.”  It also spoke to a lack of confidence in fleshing out creative ideas.

It was a good reminder that I can continue to torture myself about doing things the “right” way, or I can just do something and adapt as I go.  I believe very firmly that momentum will put you in the place that you should be, and things only stop working when you stop working on them.

Witch Diary: Facing Anxiety

27 Friday May 2016

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A friend I haven’t seen in a while asked me if would be willing to do a tarot reading for her over the phone.  I was nervous to do it, because all the readings I’ve done before have been in person.  I like when people hold the cards with their question and shuffle their energy into the deck until it feels done.  This time I had to shuffle the cards on my own.  I had to listen to my instincts when the cards felt done and hope that I was right.

I was relieved when she told me how the cards not only resonated with her, but were completely in line with things that her astrologer and her spiritual teacher told her about her life and the next steps she needs to take.  Moreover, she told me that she really needed some inspiration since she had been feeling weepy and closed off today and that the reading gave her some much needed hope for the future.

It got me thinking about how we limit ourselves due to fear and a sense of unworthiness.  My friend has known for years that she needs to leave her job since she’s not challenged and feels miserable, but she hasn’t done it because she’s scared of taking the next step in her life.  I’ve been afraid to expand my tarot practice because I didn’t feel experienced enough to do phone readings or emailed readings.  I wasn’t sure if I would be able to hear my intuition, or follow it.  But my friend had faith in me, and that gave me the confidence to do it.  And while I’d like to do a few more low-pressure phone readings before I start offering it, it was a boost to my confidence and my ability to let the cards tell people what they need to hear.

The more I reconnect with a spiritual practice, the more confidence I have that there is real magic in this world.  I might not know how it works, but I know it does.

Full Moon Power Reading

22 Sunday May 2016

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Yesterday was the full moon in Sagitarrius.  The Elephant Journal wrote a great article about how this full moon is all about limitless possibilities.  And so I asked the cards what my full moon message was.

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Strength shows up first, and paired with Queen of Swords gives the message of being direct, bold, honest.  And the Soul Trees message for this pair amplifies this.  Exuberance: excitement about the possibilities for the future.

The Queen of Disks and the Princess of Cups appear together and are paired with “Heal Your Heart”.  The Queen of Disks shows warmth, generosity, kindness, and nurturance.  And the Princess of Cups shows up promising love.  Being open is the message of the day, being honest and receptive to the possibilities of love and healing all of the old hurt.  But Queen of Swords and Strength are a reminder that if you see an opportunity, you have to take it.  Now is not a time to sit back and wait, but move forward with an open and ready heart.

Doing the Work

17 Tuesday May 2016

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I’ve been reading through Wishcraft by Barbara Sher.  I like the book so far because it offers practical advice for achieving one’s goals.  In fact, she does a really great job of showing how to break down seemingly impossible goals into actionable steps.

I asked the tarot what message it had for the week ahead.  And it ties into what Barbara Sher writes about.choosingjoy.JPG

The Ace of Wands is flanked by the 9 of Cups and the 3 of Swords.  The clarification card is the 3 of Disks.  Whenever I see two cards with opposite meanings, I look to the center card in order to see the interpretation.  And here, I think it illustrates the struggle between wishes being fulfilled (9 of Cups), and feelings of betrayal and disappointment (3 of Swords).  What makes the difference?  The Ace of Wands: creativity, courage, and confidence.

In Wishcraft, Barbara Sher also talks about the importance of support–of finding your people and working with the right network to make your dreams a reality.  And here the fourth pull is the 3 of Disks, which focuses on planning, teamwork, and building the foundations for real success.  Here’s hoping we’re all on the path of finding our people and working towards fulfillment and happiness.

Raw energy

12 Thursday May 2016

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I’ve felt like a raw nerve since Sunday.  To the point that last afternoon, when I walked past a dead sparrow on the sidewalk, my entire body seized as if I had sneezed.  And then last night I had a dream that I walked passed several different dead animals on my way home.

So I asked the cards why on earth I felt so raw and exposed now when I’ve been feeling so good about all the changes in my life.

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The 8 of Swords is juxtaposed with the Two of Cups and the Three of Cups.  And I had my answer.

I’m right on the cusp of a shift in my personal life.  I have all but excised a seemingly kind, but actually very toxic group of friends, and I’m taking steps to spend time with healthier people and open myself up to the world around me.  The 8 of Swords represents what I experienced with that friend group–self-victimization.  The 8 of Swords is an awful place to be in, but a safe one.  If you see yourself as victim to powers outside your control, it’s really easy not to do anything about your circumstances in life.  And when you’re surrounded by people who see themselves as victims in situations they’ve created, you feel more comfortable not helping yourself as well.

Being open to new people and situations means that I’m going to take ownership of my actions, how I help and hurt myself.  And that means that all of the feelings I had buried under non-confrontation are coming to the surface.  There’s an energetic shift, one that will be rewarded with the 2 of Cups and 3 of Cups (Hooray!  My favorite cards!), but in the meantime I might still feel like my heart has been flayed by eight swords.

I also happened upon an article in Elephant Journal on change, love, and creativity.  There’s an energetic shift happening this week, and if we walk with open hearts and open minds, we’ll be rewarded with a lot of positive change.  So I will keep this in mind and try to take deep, calming breaths to be open to all of the good changes ahead.

 

Learning to listen

05 Thursday May 2016

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I rarely feel like I’m doing enough.  I hold myself to unreasonable standards.  I know that intellectually, but I’m only starting to get it emotionally.

I spoke with an old friend of mine about how I feel like failure and that I’m not doing enough.  She said that she was willing to kick my ass if I needed it.  So she asked me if I was avoiding work (no), if I was taking care of myself (yes, daily exercise and eating better), and then she finally said: “Do you need an ass kicking or are you just being too hard on yourself?”

And I couldn’t stop laughing because she was right.  I’m currently in the process of designing two new jewelry lines based on astrology and tarot, adding products to my websites, planning two major teaching events out of town, and working out the logistics for my tarot/coaching business.  And somehow I thought this was not enough.

So I asked for my message for the day, and the Soul Trees tarot gave me a message I keep hearing: Allow and Honor Yourself.  The bright colors encourage me to be joyful and not judgmental about the path I’m on in life.  Change is coming, and for the better, and it’ll be a lot easier if I enjoy this time of new possibilities instead of worrying about it.soultrees

Letting go to grow

30 Saturday Apr 2016

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After my reading for the Scorpio Moon, I decided to ask the cards what I needed to release in order to grow.  I assumed some self-pitying swords cards would pop up.  I have a moon in Scorpio myself, with deep, roiling emotions that can get away from me.  So I figured the cards would tell me to cut out the dramatics–easy peasy, just point me in a direction.  But this reading really threw me for a loop.

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This seemed really good.  Princess of Cups, Strength, The Chariot.  What did I need to release from this?  I was sure that maybe I wasn’t listening to myself and pulled the wrong cards.  I figured I’d let them breathe before shuffling and pulling again.

And then with my morning green (Yogi) tea, I got this message:

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And I decided that the cards might need a second look.

I love pulling the Soul Trees in tandem with my Ancient Egyptian deck because the Egyptian deck gives more a concrete, intellectual reading while the Soul Trees get to the emotional, intuitive heart of the matter.  And I feel like the three pairs were telling me that I needed to get rid of three things:

  • Love without compassion
  • Discipline without exuberance
  • Momentum without purpose

As a screwball Aquarius with a moon in Scorpio, well, I can be cutting to say the least.  My mom once said to me that I was like a sharp sword, ready to cut people from my life at a moment’s notice.  I can understand intellectually how a person’s hurt allows them to hurt others, but I get so offended emotionally that I lash out or shut down.  Well, this is a good reminder that if I want love in my life, I actually need to open myself up to love.  Have some compassion and kindness rather than judgment and fear.

The last two, I’m sure, are about my business.  I love making jewelry and teaching, but I’ve been running on autopilot.  A few years ago, I had a year-long battle with scarlet fever that made me fear for my life and worry about my future. And I went through it alone for months before telling anyone (that secretive, secretive Scorpio moon again).

Aside from the toll on my health, it took a toll on my creative life.  I stopped being visionary, and started being reactionary.  I stopped looking for new venues, testing out new designs.  I lost myself.  I kept applying to the same juried art fairs and teaching at the same places.  Looking back now, I think I was shell-shocked after being so rattled about my health.  I kept moving forward without any real sense of an end goal.  I stopped dreaming about my shop in LA, making custom pieces, and I just kept treading water.

I have to get back to why I started this business in the first place.  I have to be excited about what I want to do.  And I have to have an end goal.  Which are all things that have been rattling around my brain, but now it’s right in front of my face.

Thinking back to that first pair about love and compassion–maybe it’s about time I forgive myself for being human and experiencing a setback after a huge health scare.  If I can’t be compassionate towards myself, there’s no way I can get back to feeling as powerful as the avatar of Kali Ma herself.

 

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